Okay after complaining so long about having no friends,
I've realized again I had three friends who were true to me...
But I dropped them when I got into secondary school...
So this post is for them(and me)to show that I haven't forgotten you guys.
Thank you all for being with me for those years in primary school filling my days with fun and joy...
I don't remember your surnames but at least I still remember your names(forgive me please?)

Keng Hoe,the one with the punk personality on the outside but caring and kind in the inside...
Thank you for inviting us together for your birthday dinners during those years...Help me thank your mother for those fine cuisine she treated us to.

Ashley,the one who was friendly enough to become my friend during the most unexpected times.(If I remember its in some weird Chinese compo class right?Playing Liquid paper bombs and talking about Zombies.)Thank you for filling my days at school with fun and joy while we do stupid things together,played cards and talked about many things.Hope your skin problem have been cured=)All the best.

And last but not least Yong Yu,the one who lived and still lived six floors below my house who helped me with my homework and physical problems when I needed help.Thank you for helping me so many countless times on my homework and projects.Forward my thanks to your family who helped me with making and painting my giant ant figurine during secondary one for my art project.And thanks to your sister for teaching me maths when I couldn't cope.Your family was really interesting.I really enjoyed my time when I was with you guys.

So let me once thank all of you again for being there for me when I need it.There of course are many more things I remember but those memories should just stay where they belong shouldn't they?Our memories...

And if you are wondering about my situation in life and mentality,I'll just dedicate this song to myself.It kinda describes my situation...Ok here enjoy...

Aoi Hana by Color Bottle.



English Lyrics(To understand my plight of course):Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

We tried escaping from a harsh reality,
but did we expect everything from an existence that's like an illusion?

These emotions of mine pushing everything around, this discord that confuses me;
as I embrace all of these, I want to advance, advance!

On a cracked hill, under a rusty sky, we are like blue flowers, trying to live.
As we nestle together, we see transient dreams, but we don't want to wither away yet!

Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

Your hair fluttering and smelled gently,
warmly, lovely, flowing from your shoulder that's in the sun?

These hands of mine piling everything around, this smile on the absent me;
protect you, I want to always, always!

The limited future, in a flickering world, we are like blue flowers, trying to live.
As we cry together, with these petals, but we want to receive and stop each others tears!

Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.