Yesterday was weird.
Accompanied Reyin aka Black Serpent aka Satan back to his pandemonium...
Then just before I left for home,he received some instructions to tell him not go
to his grandma house.So he forcefully tracked me back to my house.Attempted juking him but
to no avail so i allowed the snake in.Then by some misunderstanding,I chased him out O.o...Then was like oh well...Sat back to my chair,this weird thingy in my chest I now named 'the consciousness' started burning like its trying to skewer me with a stake.So walking around like an idiot,I finally gave in to my new 'guilty consciousness' and called Reyin back.Decided to go have dinner so I went to bath.Dammed consciousness skewered me till I gone all sympathetic --...So I did what I doubt anyone actually does.I went out,prepared a small disorganized speech and apologized to Reyin for chasing him out,calling him names,judging his sins and trying to avoid him.I even thanked him for coming back when he was on the way to Alice's.Then I also apologized to Alice for weird stuff that I don't even understand...
I can't help but feel that way since yesterday...It keep getting more and more intense(the sympathy that is)the more I spend outside.It kinda slowed down after I made a prayer to God,Jesus and Lilith.And totally stop gaining ground after losing horribly in a DotA match Martin organized.So now I'm not becoming a mercifully being but still my true name is Sympathy.
Ok to cut everything short,my true nature changed to Sympathy.
Note:Either its because of my new habit of worshiping Lilith,or...Its my new habit and sport to restrain,refrain and abstain from the sin of Lust.
By: Kiraka NightScythe.
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