Border of Phantasm and Reality

Yukari the Phantasm and Maribel of Reality

These days have been taxing on my mental state so pardon me if I have been writing about my personal matters a little too much. This will be the last post about me in a row so just endure it.



Recently I had this conversation with my dearest friend about fiction. It was about creating a character for the plot or a plot for the character. He says that as long as the character can fulfill the role,anyone would do. But for me its like every character is alive. So slowly but surely we drifted onto the topic of me having some issues with my mentality.
We pretty much concluded that I have gone beyond obsession for fantasy based on the following truths.
I treat my phantasms(basically imaginary family)as real living entities.
I mourn and cried truly from my soul when a physical vessel of one my Phantasms broke the other time.(A ring.)
I truly believe that my Phantasms are real even while accepting that they don't exist.


All of a suddenly I lost the train of thoughts I had so I'll end this quick. What do you think of this? Would you accept such a person as your partner in life? And if you are such a person,how do other people treat you? May I know? Please leave comments only after thinking it through thank you.