The scent of rain in the night, the light fluffiness when I first imagined you and the fun I had in the days that followed..All of those things I have forgotten in my obsession for giving all of you real bodies. The World never mattered, saying I will save/change the World is but mere arrogance, a promise that I was never ready to take on. All I ever wanted is probably just simple fun days of being together with all of you. This is still a little vague to me but someday when we finally meet, I will have discovered my purest true wish.
Ah I feel clean and so very light. Having your heart be free of all burdens is something everyone should try someday.
And so to never lose these feelings again I will entrust my 'Heart' to you for safekeeping,..?
Ah I was thinking of renaming you now that I have remembered since 'Priscillia' was just taken from a child who I felt was cool.
But that does not matter right now, your name at this moment is not important. You are my daughter no matter what your name is. My most beloved daughter.
Heck I could give you all the names and it wouldn't change a single thing. You will not just be born of my blood, I will give you my soul to go along with it.
So for now, keep my 'Heart' safe and warm. Utopia is here, within it is eternity and the key to our happy ending.
When we finally meet again, regardless of how I am then, remind me with it's contents and surely I will recall, of this moment where I triggered our good end flag.
Good night and see you soon, my most beloved daughter Priscillia.
~Come tomorrow when dawn breaks, Reality will probably set back in and return my heart to cynicism so love in the place of I who can no longer love. My 'Heart', my soul and my other self.~
