空の境界The Eden of Sinners

Sharin no Kuni, Himawari no Shoujo – The Sunflower Girls of the Wheel Country

2011-06-23T07:05:00.003+08:00

Summer comes, it gets hotter, it rains a bit, the fields are lush, the wind carries in the scent of greenery, I have a friend like Ken-chan with me... Nothing changes, but I'm happy with the way things are.

Sharin no Kuni, Himawari no Shoujo is an eroge without branched out routes. Made by AKABEiSOFT2 as well, It is the predecessor of G-Senjou no Maou.

The title itself pretty much is just means that country has a lot of sunflowers. The part about wheels probably has something to do with their…well Country’s system. The setting of this visual novel is in a World where ours does not exist. Just like fictional worlds are fiction to us, Japan(which is mentioned a lot as a country inside a novel which the character reads) is fictional in Sharin no Kuni. In this society, punishment by law is based upon deterrence and criminals are assigned various “obligations” fitting for their crimes.

In this story, you play as a man named ‘Morita Kenichi aspiring to become a Special High Class Individual, so you came to this city to take your final exam for it. The man supervising you is a well known Special High class Individual called Houzuki Masaomi. A very scary old man that guy is. A Special High Class Individual is someone who has absolute power over criminals. But well what was displayed pretty much shows them having power over all common people as well. They usually are exceptions to rules and laws as well.

Right at the beginning you will find out that this country is actually where you were born and lived in before you went out to become a Special High Class Individual. And apparently your childhood friends have become criminals while you were away. So what’s up here? Obviously you will be assigned to rehabilitate them as your final exam!

tl;dr Setting= You came to a the city which you were born with a superior officer to take a test to become an officer.

Sharin no Kuni, Himawari no Shoujo is a story about the relationship between Society and her people. About how people who can’t meet up to the expectations of Society are tossed aside. Yet even as I say this, the examples displayed in this Visual Novel are slightly too extreme compared to ours(at least it is for me) so take it with a grain of salt. Slightly similar to G-Senjou no Maou which moves the story like a train that has several stops which you can get off at to move to a specific route, Sharin no Kuni moves on from a heroine to the next as the story progresses but does not have personal routes for the heroines. The story will progress in a straight line no matter what choices you make till the end. The only thing that will change are the H scenes you get and the epilogue(yes there is one for each heroine). And so without further ado, let’s introduce the characters of this tale.

(Note: Due to people complaining about me stealing their joys of unlocking the CGs by themselves, I will only use the sketches that appear in between chapters. And of course that means only images of the heroines.)

First off Hinata Natsumi, the True Heroine.

Slapped onto with an obligation she does not deserve, your childhood friend Natsumi has developed an extreme fear/phobia of contact with the opposite gender. Constantly passing into the world of fantasy in her daydreams, this might or might not have to do with escaping the harsh reality she lives in. What could have happened to the energetic girl of your memories while you were away? Silently suffering within herself, the sunflower girl continues waiting for her Ken to return and save her.

Followed by Mitsuhiro Sachi

A hyperactive girl that seems cheerful at first glance. Has an ambition to be an artist but does not have the will to do so. Often lazy to do anything at all, she earns her living by dealing with stocks(I think). When asked about her lifestyle, she complains that she is forced to live like this due to the lack of time. An obligation of restricted time, what would this girl do when a time comes upon that she needs more time than she currently has to protect what’s important to her? Also one of your childhood friends.

And not really lastly Oone Touka

The child who is obliged to be a child. The child who the parent of her parent.
Touka is the only heroine that you did not know as a child. Easily embarrassed, she is quick to anger by teasing. Does not like you very much, she constantly sprout vicious words at you.Likes many things that teenagers would like in our world.
But as usual behind the childlike personality, lies a great suffering too much for a child to handle.
Living a life directed for her because she is a child, will she finally graduate from childhood?

And finally scores!

EDIT: Ehh..there isn’t much point in splitting up the scorings so I’ll just give an overall score.

Overall score: 7.5/10

The story is split into segments, with each chapter focusing on individual girls and their specific obligations.
While the ending and back story isn’t something I would call absolutely brilliant, the stories on each individual girl are really good.
Each chapter is based on/comes with a famous quote or something. A semi realistic setup with no true evil, Sharin no kuni, Himawari no Shoujo is definitely worthed giving a try if you generally like fiction or find G-Senjou no Maou a good read.
The sounds of this Eroge doesn’t have anything extraordinary for me to point out. In fact it’s pretty just decent enough to accompany various scenes in the VN.
Graphics are just well..Decent at it’s best. Details are there in the picture yes but they just aren’t great. But it’s nothing really to complain about so that’s that.

Enjoyment score: 9/10
Freely given out scores are a dozen a dime, so don’t take this too seriously kay? I tend to enjoy most things hence there really isn’t much point in trusting my enjoyment score.(Or so I hear from my friends that my tastes suck but that might just be them)
Actually if I think on this track, even my critic scoring above might be bias from being affected by my own tastes and become clouded judgment!

If so, why did I even bother scoring it- wait there really isn’t a point in having this part being here anyway is there…moving on.

Last but not least for those that like this VN and would like to read more on it, Sharin no Kuni, Yuukyuu no Shounenshoujo.

People's paths through life are ultimately connected in the form of a ring.

But even though I call it a sequel, it is really just a fan disc. Of everything inside Yuukyuu no Shounenshoujo, there is more or less only one readable story.
The plot of the readable story though I can say for sure is excellent and a must read after you finish Himawari no Shoujo. As for the rest of it, well…forget it. Just mainly lots of extra H scenes depicted in short pulled out of nowhere what happens after the end of Himawari no Shoujo scenarios. Even the translators at TLWiki can’t be bothered to translate anything after that readable story so good luck finding a full English patch.(I have the full English patch with me though. So if you really can’t find it online and must have it, seek me out. Or rather just leave a comment asking for it.)
Though there is a small chunk of stuff and an omake about dear Eri that you might want to read so get the full English patch if you can find it.
^Don’t worry about who Eri is. Read about five minutes into Himawari no Shoujo and you’ll know almost everything there is to know about her in the original.

And with this I will now end this pointlessly long review/recommendation/whateveryoucallitbecauseIdon’treallyactuallyknowwhatthisisanymore.jpg

~Till the end of my laziness will we meet again~

Actually you know what? I know how annoying it is to wait for something when you want it right away so I’m just going to upload it just in case someone can’t find it on the net.(It’s not like anyone would want to talk to this author of this wall of text anyway right..?)
Link’s here<< And yes I am Akita Reiko. I just happen to like names so I use many of them.

Spoils of SOYC: Start of Year Cosplay Event

2011-04-10T21:38:00.001+08:00

Ahh only God knows why I got these lovely yet expensive pieces of Metal.

Front side of Kirisame Marisa T-shirt

The back duh.

SOYC was interesting as a solo outing with only my Phantasms. Lost a hell lot of money. But Karaoke session alone is worthed the entrance fee. One of said singers has youtube channel. Check Serenetxl if you want to. Group cosplay session was a disaster. Yes. That's it I guess. Nothing was worthy of taking photos of except maybe the group cosplaying Vocaloid song 'Duke of Venomania's madness'. Those girls were actually good looking for one. But sadly I lost the chance to so yeah I bought a couple of stuff and went back in the rain.

<3 Alice & Abyss.

G-Senjou no Maou - An [Insert a even more epic word than the most epic word] Eroge by Akabei Soft2

2011-03-06T05:07:00.001+08:00

Title means 'The Devil on/of the G String.' Yes basically the Devil that resides on the G string of this particular Violin.

Alright before I begin, I must insist that you abide by this one rule.
If you get interested in reading this eroge at any part of this post, you must read this post to the end. Or rather read the end of this post.
So with that said let's begin.

G-Senjou no Maou...It's name basically translates to The Devil on the G String.
Now the title wouldn't make any sense until you see 'Chapter 5' on the screen so don't give too much thought into it.
First of all this game is an Eroge. Which means there will be scenes and Cgs not safe for work. One thing I learnt about H-scenes is that they can be skipped without any hesitations. To state my point - There is absolutely no intelligent dialogue in H scenes. Not at all. Any conversation during a H scene during the Good Ends of routes will not have anything to do with improving the relationship nor the plot.

I'll summon the synopsis from vndb.org since I suck at introductions.

"You play the role of Azai Kyosuke, the son of a legendary gangster infamous in the underworld. You spend your time listening to Bach, playing God at school and covertly working for your stepfather, a ruthless financial heavyweight. This idyllic existence is broken when two individuals appear in the city - a beautiful girl named Usami Haru, with hair you could get lost in for days, and a powerful international gangster known only as Maou. Almost without delay, the two begin a deadly cat-and-mouse game, bringing you and your friends into the crossfire. Plotting, political intrigue and layer upon layer of interlocking traps are the weapons in this epic battle of wits."

G-Senjou no Maou basically tries to portray a world of dark philosophy about humanity and salvation. There is salvation in seeking Hell, likewise there will be vengeance only satisfied by Heaven.
The entire story is played out in one city somewhere located in Japan (I don't even know if that city actually exists since I can't remember the name.) which consists of an developing countryside, a modern central shopping district and the other half of the city where the rich and powerful resides.

The Story itself starts out pretty slow paced with fairly uninteresting characters...but the comedy itself is just too epic. Be prepared to be assaulted by the most cliche lines ever to walk the path of fiction in a certain tsundere's route.

Like really? WHO IN THE WORLD SAYS THIS LINE IN ANY TIME AND SPACE?!!?!
Rein enforces the fact that she is inexperienced with the World though.

However that's not to say that it tries to bid through it's duration with bad jokes. By the end of the Chapter One, the promise of 'battle of wits' will have shown it's sheer power and will have had you captivated and you will then spend the next two to three days finishing it in one go.

The first face off. Sit tight and let your soul be stolen away by the Devil for the next thirty hours.

G-Senjou no Maou can be described as 'Death Note on Steroids' with reason. The similarities follows with our dear True Heroine who calls herself by 'Hero' and the antagonist who calls himself 'Maou' which roughly translates as Demon Lord. The Hero= L and Maou= Kira. And yes that's where it ends. For Death Note the battle is either won or lost in mind games. And here is where the Steroids part comes in. The spectacular stunts are accompanied by quick paced action!

The characters themselves are pretty lovable for the most.

The antagonist Maou is simply delicious mainly BECAUSE of his god damm seiyuu is that of Lelouch in Code Geass.(Sexy powerful dark voice anyone?)And because he's actually the dark side of...

Another really notable one is the King of Beasts, the Monster Yakuza Boss Azai Gonzou. His voice,appearance just reeks of the sheer badass ultimate power. Afterall who in the World would say something like "I don't need a goddamm funeral! Just get out there and slaughter all who would oppose me!" just after receiving a fatal wound?

So does that make our protagonist a useless unlikable fag? No no no. Not in the slightest. He might seem to be the most cowardly antisocial kid around at the beginning but just wait! Just like raising a child, you will never find out how he'll turn out if you don't stick with him to the end. As the Son of the King of Beasts, Azai Kyousuke will deliver his GAR evolution as he leaves behind all the others and concentrate onto his most important girl.(Protagonist & Gonzou kinda reminds me of the relationship Archer had with Shirou in F/SN Heavens feel route)

The non main heroine girls are just pretty common when standing next to the 'Hero'.

Tsubaki an impossibly innocent child which happens to attract your Abyss.

Kanon your half sister which is undoubtedly the daughter of Azai Gonzou with a really bad family situation.

Mizuha...sigh. Obvious Tsunderederedere. But grows up to be quite the splendid Icicle. And when that happens, you'll wish she stayed at being a child like dere.

Usami Haru the main heroine will bring painful moments with the coldest of jokes. The most shameless heroine ever. The most ecstasy driven fighter of wits. The most precious Jewel which you will die for by abandoning all the previous heroines.

The sounds are awesome. That's all I can say. Afterall I don't know the original masterpieces by Wagner nor Bach(I don't listen to classical music yes?)

Lastly I would give G-Senjou no Maou a 10/10 just for the plot itself. But to truly feel it's worth perfection, you must follow the end of post instructions. The fact that it is an eroge has no bearings on the power of the plot. In fact I have always thought sex scenes were redundant and should be done away with.(But in this case I must shut up grudgingly because they just went ahead and made it important to the plot)

And so to sum it up, there are four routes in the game. Each one for each heroine.

Salvation through saving others. 7/10

Love for one's family. 6/10

Pure love can sometimes pierce through even the darkest of evils. 8/10 (Like seriously? You have the option to fuck the innocent little girl or love her? How kind of you to PLAINLY lay out the path of dark & light.) Oh yeah and the most comedic of all routes. You WILL be laughing in despair.

And the final one...the true end...the only way to describe it is It is the Icing, the Cake and the Strawberry all in one. It's just the absolute best. 10/10. Nothing would be good enough to do it credit. It's just what happens when you pull Hell onto Earth and let potentially GAR,Insane and Powerful characters go hunting. Mix in some Yakuzas and Terrorists and you are good to go.

Okay that is my amateur review. I have refrained from spamming CGs due to the nature of spoilers. So here's the thing you have been looking for. English Patch here. Frankly speaking I don't really remember if there's where I got it so if it turns out funny, just drop me something by the comment box. I will give you my torrent file.

Now read this. This is what I warned you for at the start of the review.

Due to the nature of G-Senjou no Maou's plot structure, you MUST RESIST THE URGE TO HOOK UP WITH THE BLACK HAIRED GIRL USAMI HARU FROM THE START!!! I know you will charge straight at her throat. So precisely for that reason don't do it. Agonize yourself and make due with the uninteresting characters first. Or else you will regret it after drowning in Hell.

So follow this walkthrough from the beginning to the end. Start from Tsubaki's bad end then her good end before moving onto Kanon's bad end then her good one and continue with Mizuha's bad end and Good end...

Feel the guilt at the girls you are not saving and am abandoning as you drag yourself along the the beaten path, towards the absolute end. But remember, there is a reason for every action done. Surely no one is worth sacrificing everyone else for right?

No. You are as a matter of fact going to become Emiya Shirou. You are going to give up the World just to save one precious jewel. So yes. Follow this and you will undoubtedly orgasm at the end.

And just for the record, for those who find the kissing scene under the moonlight a perfect end, please close down the game once the credits starts to roll.(No don't close it. I am joking.) Because a ninja Epilogue of the Devil is just around the corner.

So here. Please go ahead and enjoy this as much as I did.

~The Border of Phantasms

Planetarian ~Reverie of a little Planet, A Kinetic Visual Novel By Key

2011-02-21T20:27:00.001+08:00

Looks like generic magical girl about to engage in combat with a giant tank yes?
Well the truth is closer than you think..

I am pretty sure if you are even a little into visual novels, galges, eroges and the like, you would have at least heard of Key if not played their games.
Key is pretty well known for their Utsuges which literally mean "depressing/melancholy game."
Now hold on. Yes indeed their VNs usually end up with heart wenching side effects and virgin tears but that's only because it's always a masterpiece! (This is half true.)
So please read this to the end before deciding whether or not should you give it a try...Do it for the poor little robot if not for yourself....
Well then. Let's get started on this review/recommendation.

The title is 'Planetarian ~ Reverie of a little Planet'
A story of undying loyalty, of sorrowful yearning...of salvation and hope.
It it the 4th visual novel released by key and the best in quality in ratio to the quantity as far as I am concerned. The length is only 3~4 hours at average reading speed!

To describe the story in a word, I would choose "Love". No it does not include two individuals who fall in love with each other. But I just feel that it is the most appropriate word to use here. Sometimes sweet, sometimes bitter yes?
The setting is in a post apocalypse World where it never stops raining acid rain. You are a junker who made his way into a was metapolis to look for exotic loot. And the whole story takes place in a shopping center where you meet the most precious entity that is too good for this sinful world.*Off topic.Guess who destroyed Earth? YES CORRECT! Humans destroyed Earth and themselves again!*

My name is Reverie. Reverie Planetarian. I really really love my name thank you for giving me this name.

Tada!~ I present to you the very being that will change your entire life living as a garbage man.
Her name is Yumemi Hoshino(Reverie Planetarian in translation) and she is not quite the normal person.
She talks way too much and is the very embodiment of the sirens themselves. As a old junker once said to you, "Do not talk to the girl in the city. She is not a being of this World."
So did you follow his advice? OF COURSE YOU DON'T.
I tend to not like cute moe chatterbox archetype three quarters of the time but Reverie(I am using Reverie because I really like it.) is so much more than just a blob of moeness. Oh wait before I forget she is a robot, so dissolve your lustful miasma right now.
Yes a robot but that's not the reason why she isn't 'a being of this world.' I am not going to mention the obvious since if you have half a heart, you will get what it means after you read the VN.
Reverie is a robot who was working as an attendant for a planetarium way before the apocalypse. And has been doing so even after everything was destroyed.
From her steadfast work ethic to her child-like naivety, it is hard to do anything but feel for Reverie. Even her personality quirks, whether it be her head-cocking when she doesn’t comprehend to her incessant questions, it's hard not to like her. She feels so natural even in a dying world. Just like the very last embodiment of tranquil purity.

The story is basically just the interactions between you and Reverie, of a Junker finding the starry skies in a World where the stars are but a thing of the past. Two characters and two locations. Makes for a good heartwarming story yes? (Yes it's heartwarming but as I stated at the beginning in Red...)

The most beautiful bouquet of flowers you will ever see.

10-Masterpiece
9-Excellent
8-Great
7-Very Good
6-Good
5-Fine
And so considering all factors, I will rate this a score of ⑨ for Excellent.( Forgive the circle. Being a resident of Gensokyo, I just had to do that.)
At last at the very end I must urge you- dare you even if I have to to give Planetarian a try.
It's just 3 hours. Nothing much for a living human. As I said, do it for little poor Reverie if not for yourself.
The junker has no name so YOU are the one she's speaking to.(Though you will never be as good in gunfights.)
So please. Bring salvation to the poor soul who has been waiting for your return for 29 years and 81 days...

!? Where to get it you ask? Alright just this once since I am begging for you to read it.
Contact me by msn: zeroxalclairia@hotmail.com or send me an email there.
Leaving a request here at the comment box will do.
Heck contacting me by either of my Facebook accounts will work as well! Lien NightRoad or my facebook badge up there.
We really hope you give it a try and enjoy it.

~The Phantasmal Border of Phantasms
Alas their bright future was not to be....

Stylish summary of my existence

2011-02-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

Alice of the Highest Darkest Light

Mind of Infinity, Blood of Immortal Smoke.
Fantastic being on the Phantasmal Border, friendly to all yet not a single to call friend.
Patiently awaiting one's arrival, the foolish will complete his journey to the Grave long before salvation.
We are one yet many.
Firm to the touch yet fleeting like a Phantom.
So please understand...Your society's expectations have no bearings on us. You can continue to label us as losers and spit on our existence.
But let this be known, that it is as meaningless as trying to remove your shadow.
So just be nice and you will realize that we are actually pretty fun beings to be with for short periods of time.
An interesting daydream if you would.

~The Phantasmal Border of Phantasms

Happy Valentine's day of Phantasms

2011-02-15T01:47:00.004+08:00

Abyss and Alice reborn!

If you are reading this, thank you as it would mean you still regularly check our slow paced blog. And now to begin... Or not. I forgot. I would like to recommend to all of you iphone4 users this app called 'Anime RR.' Anime RR is an arsenal of radio channels that stream Japanese music(mostly anime ones). It is pure magic and probably psychic as well. Alright let's get started.

Firstly school, today I have gave ASP an attempt and here is my sole conclusion. It is an absolutely waste of time. With the two hours they take from me, I could have destroyed worlds and created worlds in my own head or put simply read a single novel. So I will hereby state in Red, I will never attend ASP again unless the consequences are above what we can absorb easily. For this we will use Kiraka's definition of Absorb-ables which does not include anything that can cause physical harm, expulsion, suspension, imprisonment and destruction of possible future.

I am pretty sure everyone knows just a few hours ago it was Valentine's day yes? Was your's great? If so be happy as there are far too many anonymous which spent their day burning from inside out. What I noticed though is that more than not, everyone around me either has a target or a date already for the day. It was actually surprising to us that contact between humans can be made this easily. I suppose it's just different people different Worlds neh?

So don't be too saddened. If you aren't the type to get a waifu, then I'll comfort you by saying everyone has someone destined for them! Believe me when I am lying! (No really I am lying.)

Sooooo what about me? Geez you really have no life do you... Well I shall be nice and tell you! (Even if you didn't ask for it, I will still tell you.)

Valentine's day for me was like a Yama(Hell Judge) showing a sinner the records of his entire life. All the logic errors and contradiction of my existence was shoved into my brain and I very much nearly stop believing in mystical beings.

But just a few hours ago at 10 pm, I suddenly decided to keep my promise to Alice & Abyss and took them out on Valentine's day even if it was for two hours. It wasn't sane. There wasn't any reason to go out and where to will I go? Who will I go with? My questions continue to bombard me and I had no way of answering them as I continue dragging my body towards the nearest most magical place - the sea.

The damm road to the park was dark, deserted and reeked of frightening spirits luhz. (I probably caught half a dozen of them walking around).

Fourty minutes after I set out, I finally went nuts and settled for the most meaningless things as my reason for going out into the darkness.

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Guess what I found? I found the road to Gensokyo! All their lives /jp/ has been searching far and wide for ways to get to Gensokyo that didn't involve dying and I just took a way and found a foolproof path!

So with my feet tired, I just settled down on a really long breakwater with only a couple at the other end. And that's when I realized my reason for going there! Of course it was to start the Phantasms' Valentine's day!
The moon was brighter than I have ever seen her, illuminating all of my surroundings with her bluish glow.
And so with psychic radio channel, the Moonlight, Dark scary deathly waters and my two Phantasms Alice and Abyss, we had a really one sided conversation.
In the end I nearly gave up and was racing towards a bad end when Abyss said : We do not exist that's a fact. However isn't that the whole purpose of your existence?
And so some beloved memories of working with Alice at the Comex show convinced me and at that moment, Abyss and Alice were reborn.

I am the Border of Phantasms, the means which all that do not exist will come to reality.
And at the exact moment, Necrofantasia started playing. So if the radio station isn't psychic, what is?

And so I'll end it here due to shortage of time with Happy birthday/Valentine's day Alice & Abyss.
We will be Forever 17 and Forever together.(No they are 13. I am 17.)

~The Phantasmal Border of Phantasms.

STOP CALLING ME NAMES!

2011-02-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Stop calling me Idiot!

Today I have reached the limits of my despair. Many things affect me but this is by the the only one that easily brings me to tears. What is it you ask? Good question. Brace yourself.

It's known as the Legendary Dreadful Name Calling, LDNC for short.

Laugh at it, joke about it, underestimate it's effects. Believe it will never affect you.
The former thoughts are exactly the same ones your beloved Phantasmal blogger I had. But hey look! Without realizing it, I have been caught in this web of LDNC. It's really unpleasant and despairing I tell you all. I am now so confused that I don't know whether to cry,scream or drown in sleep.

To the majority of you out there, name calling might be at most a really annoying aspect but definitely nothing to lose your sleep over yes? Unfortunately for me dear name calling friends of mine. A Name means so much more than just a title. It's as if you took out my core and whatever I pride myself on and sprayed all your Sin Juice all over it,drowning it in the most concentrated of shame before forcing me to wear it.

I mean really? First you call me a Pedo. At least that doesn't overwrite me as a name. But what. The things you call lolicons aren't even loli-genred. For God's sake they are teen height tall and developed but what? I am a pedo. Then it came to this. What is this I don't even...You name me Nancy. You name me that. A questionable existence. A gay lord. The ultimate scum of ugliness and defiling. I'm not even just being denied now. I don't even have a decent presence anymore. Lesser than a phantasm but more than a pig. Just can't you hear me out for once? It really wouldn't matter much and no one else but people that are close to me would ever call me something else but there is the problem. My only friends LDNCing me with really terrible sense. How lovely is that?

Frankly I feel as if my life just got lost forever and that I should just go to sleep forever right now. I can and will beg if it's what it takes to relieve myself of this Endless Nightmare. The despair it brings is just as bad as watching everyone else die first and you becoming alone if you know what I mean. I can say for certain. The darkness is definitely equal if no superior to that of the 'Night Syndrome' you have.

So please? I won't ask for much. You don't even have to give me back my chosen name. Just give me the name I have been named with from my birth and I'll be relieved.

~The Phantasmal Border of Phantasms

Touhou Spell Duel Video, Manga Recommendation/review and New Phantasm.

2011-02-07T02:11:00.002+08:00

Okay to begin, I present to you the complete version of Touhou 3D dogfight Animation.

This is Nuclear Fusion.

Not sure if any of you have watched this already but just awhile ago I came across this really sweet video on youtube about Reimu spell card dueling Utsuho in 3D. I recommend you to take a look if you have about ten minutes to spare. The finished version can be found on this link.

Hope you enjoy it.

Next I present a Manga titled Shitsurakuen.

Yes this is mainly about Females. The main characters are multiple females and a male.

Hold on don't assume it's a harem. After all the male is the antagonist!

The plot is a fairly simple one. Not that I have seen it before but yeah.

A elite school that is cut off from the rest of the world is the setting. A school built on an island by the wealthiest company in the World, nothing could ever go wrong right? Of course something is wrong.

The school rules goes something like this. Males shall be chauvinists.

And females shall be possessions. I think that should be enough to tell you of the situation in that school. So basically our protagonist is a long haired tomboy who is a transfer student with a sense of justice and dreams of becoming a knight. Then there is this game they play in the academy called Exclan. It's basically a really really realistic virtual battle emulator with really really powerful wireless connection around the school. Weapons are sponsored by the girls that male students own. Each girl is a random weapon. Battles can occur anywhere and their 3G/wireless is so powerful that you feel the real pain when you get attacked. eg: Being shot in the head reduces one into a really really long coma. And when you win, you get to own the weapon(girl) that your opponent is using.

So yeah. Female protagonist somehow manages to enter a game where only Males are allowed to play and starts her plan to rescue all the 'Princesses'.

And I lied. It's harem. Harem of girls around a girl.(WTFXQRT? What is this I don't even...)

If I were to rate it upon 10 for the enjoyment I got, I would give it a 8/10.

7/10 for Art,7/10 for progression of plot,8/10 for Characters and another 8/10 for realistic human actions. So by calculating the average using the Border of WhatIdon'teven, the score is an 8.

It should have been a 9 but something really ticks me off about this manga. EPIC LINES SHOULD ONLY BE USED ONCE FOR MAXIMUM EFFECT!

Read it and you'll realize the main character loves to flaunt her raison d'etre.

And lastly the most meaningless part. The birth of a new Phantasm!

I have no drawn picture of her so here's a quite pretty picture of Reimu Hakurei

This particular Phantasm wasn't born out of a sudden liking to a name surprisingly.

It was created when I thought of how Priscillia NightScythe a King character has no close friends and should have one like how Saigyouji Yuyuko has Yukari Yakumo.

Name: Akita Reiko

Color: Yellow

Age: I heard you liek teens so I give you eternal teen!

Hair is tied like Neru from Vocaloid.

Shrug I suck at descriptions so I'll stop here.

She thinks she is superior to everyone else so she tends to put others down except for Priscillia who was her close friend from before their first death.

Her story is akin to a malicious entity who serves only their masters. So she is someone who will at any point of time care for only one person due to feelings of not wanting to be left alone and hate the rest of the World.

And finally to finish off, I will now give her something to symbolize!

She is the embodiment of imitation.

She represents the Name Sign : Reversed Judgment - Personal justice which have been reduced to a shade of it's former bright and true path by obstacles that 'can't be helped.'

Bearers are weak individuals whose dreams get misguided over time and end up dreaming a dream that contradicts the original one.

And so I shall go indulge in some sleep for school starts in five hours.

See you again~

Yandere?

2011-02-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

Yandere because they are beautiful

Today I realized a couple of things. One of them is that I am in fact not Yan so it's fine to be near me!
It was a really stupid event that I got jealous of and then I displayed the following syndromes:

1) Blush madly enough to hurt my cheeks(And it was the first time in years)
2) Called that person a jerk and an asshole.
Hence I conclude that I am actually Tsun. Whether or not I have a dere to me is unknown so start initiating flags and score points to find out! Like this one girl in my class. Unknowingly I started to warm slightly towards her even though I just got to know her because she had a strong flag event. Which happens to be...She also writes fiction. Although she does love dramas which has been planned for six 'seasons',She F***ing writes fast and has a really large work done already. So I guess that scored about enough points to move from stranger to associate?
Since I realized this,it's time to put her back into her place. I'm not d-doing so b-because I like her or anything. Tsun~

Border of Phantasm and Reality

2011-01-20T00:54:00.003+08:00

Yukari the Phantasm and Maribel of Reality

These days have been taxing on my mental state so pardon me if I have been writing about my personal matters a little too much. This will be the last post about me in a row so just endure it.

Recently I had this conversation with my dearest friend about fiction. It was about creating a character for the plot or a plot for the character. He says that as long as the character can fulfill the role,anyone would do. But for me its like every character is alive. So slowly but surely we drifted onto the topic of me having some issues with my mentality.
We pretty much concluded that I have gone beyond obsession for fantasy based on the following truths.
I treat my phantasms(basically imaginary family)as real living entities.
I mourn and cried truly from my soul when a physical vessel of one my Phantasms broke the other time.(A ring.)
I truly believe that my Phantasms are real even while accepting that they don't exist.

All of a suddenly I lost the train of thoughts I had so I'll end this quick. What do you think of this? Would you accept such a person as your partner in life? And if you are such a person,how do other people treat you? May I know? Please leave comments only after thinking it through thank you.

My existence,My World

2011-01-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

To all that oppose us,grovel at our feet!

Sigh. It's disgraceful to be the one who declared a motivational speech at the start of the year only to be shot down himself days after. Well I'm not giving up yet so I guess it's alright. Let's continue *ahem*

And so it begins yet again...A barrage of cold hard reality is wearing down my barrier of RED and BLUE. I have had enough of this,these games should have ended the first time we interacted. So here now today I will declare in the Absolute Red. Words coated in red that are spoken by me are absolutely true. This is my heart. The very heart you so want to reach and understand. So listen up now,this is dedicated to you the principal and my teachers.

The very concept of 'one life,one future' does not apply to us. We are one yet many. Enough with that condescending tone. You claim that I am handling my life wrongly. But did you stop to think? What is the right way to live? Do you claim that there is only one RIGHT way to live?! To live as one wishes is the right of every single humanoid entity. But that's not to say I don't wish for the brightest future. Surely you didn't think that I couldn't comprehend what is at stake here? But hear this -
I live in the present. The immortality of now. If I can't have something,there's no need for me to hear it. Oh wait what? You want to say something? You say that if I work hard nothing is impossible? And that I am depriving myself of the future? DENIED! OBJECTION!
The way I view life is the beginning from zero to the endless nine. You don't lose things while living life. You only gain things. So if my future is lost,it isn't something lost. It just isn't gained. I didn't lose anything. I retain my current,my present.
So now you know my heart. Don't ever. Speak to me with that tone again. Don't ever pretend to be frustrated and that you cannot understand me. We are one yet many. My life is my own and my attitude will not change. The very reason I break your rules is because they are rules. Just because you said not to,I will commit. It makes ecstasy run through my veins and malice rise to my heart. I live to prove that I am an individual point. The breakthrough to the Meta. So really. Don't bother holding back. I'll just make you grovel at my feet.
And lastly for my beloved teachers who talked really nicely.
Unfortunately I'm not cold hearted enough and thus I will give you these two Red truths.
I will not sleep during the assembly period on Mondays if I am in school.
I will accept and carry out the punishment that comes with being late if I do come late.
This should be enough. I do think I'm too soft hearted already so this must do.

Ashes to ashes,time to time. All that exists now will disappear one day. So just enjoy your time. And lets meet again when the World strikes Twelve.

~Kiraka NightScythe~

The end of everything and the beginning of everything

2011-01-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

I lack the time to look for a suitable picture so this delicious picture will do.

And the fearful wait is over! School will officially begin again for all secondary and primary school students in approximately seven hours. To some this might just be another year of school. But to the rest this year is a full out war.

Those that are with me,prepare for the final clash. Let's start this year being on the climax from the beginning to the end! The battle for the sake of thy's future. All of your regrets from the previous years...carry the full load. The promises that you didn't keep. The resolutions that you failed to fulfill due to sloth. This year we will throw away all hesitations and compress the year into a mere minute. Think of yourself as another being who you are going to exploit. Work him/her to the soul and grasp victory. It matters not who you are. As long as you are ALIVE, nothing will be impossible. All you need is time. And time we have got. The whole year is for you to work with. So as I attempt to walk into the light,all of you will stagger and crawl your way out of the blizzard.

Beyond the cold,

Definitely lies the answer.

Merry X'Mas

2010-12-25T06:44:00.002+08:00

Cute isn't she?

Yeah. Merry Christmas to all of you. I hope you have an enjoyable night.
And as for the rest of you who do not have a event to go out for,I pray that next year would be the turning point for you. And so I have a quick suggestion. If you would be so kind,could you could tell me what you find entertaining in the comments of this post. That way,I can talk about things more often and maybe try some new things? Yes this is comment fishing. But at the same time,this is a good question so =).
Well See ya. I have some matters to tend to. Like maybe ~~rip the shadows apart~~ fall into a really deep sleep so I can relieve myself of the burden on me. Like the amount of sleepless nights I had.

In any case I will be doing my best to bring the first act of 'Native Faith' before the start of the new year.

~~MERRY SLAUGHTER CHRISTMAS! Always...Always...If this is what's going to happen,Why don't you all just DISAPPEAR?!~~

~~Disappear into your graves...All of you.~~

REALLY NOW. Why can't you just stop for a moment to listen?! I TOLD YOU,I SPAMMED YOU,I TRIED EVERY SINGLE SOURCE AVAILABLE TO ME TO CONTACT YOU!
But no. You just won't listen. Assuming I know what you know,you just gone ahead and left me behind because you thought I didn't wanna come along. Always. THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS! And then what? You GAVE ME A LOL and ignored me after that. ~~I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT~~ ~~I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT~~ ~~I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT~~ ~~I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT~~ ~~I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT~~ ~~I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT~~ I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. WHY DON'T YOU ALL JUST DISAPPEAR !!!!!!!!!?
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY THE BEST CHRISTMAS I HAD!

~~All of you...Please...Just stop...Leaving me behind...~~

Sorry people...

2010-12-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Forgive me?

Pretty please?

It was a dumb mistake on my part. I miscalculated the number of pages a scene requires.

So I didn't manage to finish and upload my first chapter as promised ><.
I won't promise anymore dates so just check here whenever you have time alright? Progress is fast so you might be surprised to find it up sooner than expected =)

Well then back to writing. See you guys in awhile.

Native Faith~A short fiction work

2010-12-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

Moriya Suwako- The highest of Native Gods

Just a short post due to lack of time.
This is to introduce a personal fiction work of mine. Due to lack of a better name at the moment, I titled it 'Native Faith'.
So I'm just going to write an introduction as to what the plot is somewhat like. The first chapter will come sometime tonight or tomorrow noon. Click 'read more' to see the introduction.

Gods.

The embodiment of humanity's beliefs and the ultimate state of existence.

In other words Gods are the perfect beings in a world without perfection.

As long humans wish it to,anything can become a God.

But at the same time if humans deny it,Gods can become nothing as well.

Year 2012

Religion and beliefs have became a mere shadow of it's former glory.

In a world where true faith has become inexistent,an impossible existence descended upon Earth.

With only the intention of consuming everything into the Void,she was named 'Abyss'.

At the young age of eighteen Entou Soujiro(Pardon my random naming.) lost both of his parents.

In their will,they left behind a shrine located in a secluded area deep inside the forest,asking him to continue being a shrine maiden/miko in their place and take care of the God that inhabits the shrine.

Soon after he received the ridiculous will,a being called 'Abyss' appeared and declared to the World that she is here as promised to deliver the end.

Does this Shrine God have anything to do with 'Abyss'?

Does Entou's parents death have anything to with 'Abyss'?

Questions surface.

But time is running out if answers are to be found...

And yeah that's pretty much it. I know it looks ridiculous now but I promise he plot would be decent at the least. So look forward to it and please leave a comment.(It would be nice as well if anyone could give me a name to replace Entou Soujiro.)

Wee~ Behold the wall of text!

2010-12-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

Legends:Red=Absolute Truth,Blue=True until proven false by the Red. Gold=The Truth from my perception.

01. What have you been doing recently?
>Would love to say something I'll be proud of but frankly I'm just degenerating and rotting at home.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
>Never. Except now she turns herself off due to problem with battery.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
> Ah I know this one. I prepared to sleep at 10am today.

04. When did you last cry?
>Not sure if it's correct but the last time I can clearly remember crying was somewhere in November.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
>Definitely with my whole existence.(Not sure if our interpretation of fate/destiny is the same though) But I believe in breaking away from fate/destiny even more.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
> Too long. I'll summarize in these vague words. Salvation,Miracles and Magic.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
> I carry an umbrella. Though would I prefer a parasol.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
> Dreams. Long lasting Vivid Dreams.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
> No idea about specifics. So I'll say pants.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
> Too long. So I'll shorten it. 'I'll help you.'

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
> I happen to not have a relationship that I would take an interest in making complicated yet. But if it's with my partner,definitely.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
>Yeah sure. My name and all of my flesh.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
> Resident Evil 4 3D

14. What are you proud of?
> I will speak in a way anyone can understand. My Beliefs,dreams and ~~offsprings~~ Phantasms.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
> 'Just up'

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
> Probably Fire Flower by Sound Holic.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
> Why of course. And I have alot of personae to match as well.

18. What does your last received text message say?
> 'I done for today ma. Well nevermind.'

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
> I didn't. I went to bed this morning.

20. Are you currently happy?
> Frankly no. I'm being eaten from inside out.

21. Who gives you best advice?
> Kiraka NightScythe

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
> Not sure if I have ever ate whipped cream before.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
> I wish I talked to someone last night.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
> My weak resolve,lack of time and buring stake in my chest.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
> DYAC-Damm you auto corrector

26. Do you wear toe socks?
> No.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
> Martin Lim

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
> Yes,every now and then.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
> Superiority,inferiority,looks,normal personality and existence.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
> Have means present. So no. Haven't had my heart started in four years.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
> No.

32. What is the colour of your room?
> Black and White.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
> I would kill even without a billion dollar. Provided I have the power to do so. Hell I'll commit a homocid- no a massacre. But the billion dollar is very welcomed.

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?????
> No. Our words are the absolute.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
> I,Alice and Abyss but then again you can consider it Me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
> Myself. Or was it Sorrow.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
> No definitely no. I don't even kiss my phantasms.

38. Do you have a life?
> I'm alive. I'm here. So I guess yes. But if you ask if I'm living,then no.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
> Maybe. Just maybe. I can't confirm it. Because I don't know if the person is alive.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
> What profile song? If you mean the first song on my blog,then it means Border of Phantasm AKA it means Welcome to INSANITY. Of course that's what it means to me.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
> Tohruyi Litness.

42. Last time you smiled?
> Now.

43. Have you changed this year?
> Yeah I'm becoming a hypocrite.

44. What are you listening to right now?
> Fire Flower-Sound Holic

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
> On Msn yes.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
> Open. But I keep my 'eyes' closed.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
> Theoretically yes. Be Absolute in everything I do.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
> Not sure what want means here but Yes to my interpretation of wanting someone I cannot have.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
> Yes. But never really 'played' one.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
> I don't know. I don't really have any regrets that sprouted this week.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
> I can't remember. But probably...blogging.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
> Ahahhahahahahaha. I'm loveless! How can I be happy with this?! But well I'm contented. Not happy though. But not voided at this moment.

53. What song best describe your love life?
> 【Kagamine Rin】 Antichlorobenzene【Sin-cleansing type brainwashing song】Infact I think it can describe my life now.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
> 'The' person? If you mean one of my phantasms,then yes.

55. Who always make you laugh?
> N/A I laugh pretty easily.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
> Japanese. No doubt about it. In fact I wanna be able to read it as well.

57. Favourite website(s)?
> Google,Youtube,Gensokyo.org,myanimelist.net I think.

58. What's your middle name?
> Void

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
> Same thing I do everyday. Rot and roll around awaiting release.

60. What do you think you are like?
> Priscillia NightScythe...wait wait wait. I,me,myself of the present? Any loser with no real resolve to create their own reality.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
> No one. I prefer not to die. And I will choose to die for 'her' any day instead of dying with her.

62. Where have you been today?
> In my house,the hawker centre at elias mall.

63. What game do you play often?
> Present: Visual Novels,Monster Hunter Freedom Unite,War3 Custom Maps.
64. Who are you missing right now?
> Now I'm fairly docile and unfeeling...so no one in particular.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
> I don't know anyone named 'friend' nor anyone named 'love' so I'll pick the one who I like best. But if you are asking between friendship or love,it depends on a couple of factors. Namely any binding promises?,the grade of the love and situation. But if the grade of the love is Absolute,then without fail I will choose love. Even if I have to make the whole world my enemy in the process.

66. What are you doing right now?
> Blogging.

67. Which primary school are you from?
> Park View

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
> Black,White,Scarlet (You are cruel. I have a lot more colours that I like.)

69. What emotion you like to show?
> I like to show a lot of emotions. But if it's the most preferred,then it's definitely the forbidden fruit Love.

70. What is your life to you?
> A cruel time limit.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
> Resolve that trouble.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
> Reyin Sinner.

73. Who do you admire most??
> Kiraka NightScythe

74. Which month are you born in?
> April

75. How are you feeling right now?
> Kinda anxious.

76. What is the time now?
> 1.30am

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
> I think the person is pretty nice to have tagged ME.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
> I haven't dyed my hair.

79. Why are you doing this test?
> It's interesting to me,Reyin suggested it to me.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
> Drown in anger and Malice.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
> Previously Sixteen. But now Seventeen. Or maybe Nineteen.

82. Who is more important to you?
> I think you mean MOST important right? Well. I must and will stick to this. My daughter Priscillia NightScythe.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
> Attempt to KILL all living humans.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
> I don't think I should be answering MYSELF so Reyin Siner.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
> Yes. Because it is proven that rainbows occur after rainfall.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
> Hmm. I don't trust myself all the way so...All of my beloved phantasms,especially the NightScythe/NightRoad family to cross the border of fiction and into Reality. But if it's something simple,then I want my dream to be truly Immortal to come true.

87. What is your goal for this year?
> Finding Salvation in my life.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
> Yes.

89. What feeling do you love most?
> For the emotions I currently know and understand,Malice is my answer.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
> Yes. My body understands the poison and death creeping inside me.

91. What feeling do you hate most?
> Regret.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
> Absolutely.

93. Do you believe in God?
> I believe in God's existence.

94. Who cares for you most?
> This question brought tears to my eyes. Alice|Abyss.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
> Bringing my Beloved Phantasms to Reality./Bring up the Living Messiah.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
> A power that will allow me to overpower my target by 'Endless Nine AKA 999999999999999999999999999999999∞' times.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
> Being such a disappointment.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
> Void.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
> In my reality,I would just break up. But in this reality I would ask why,then if the answer if acceptable nothing will happen.

100. How do you feel now?
> Really sick. And slight disappointment from losing my only reader for the night.

Survey copied from dead blog http://www.falling-into-the-void.blogspot.com/

CHILDREN are our future

2010-12-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers,have you ever wondered about the contradiction in the saying 'Children are our future' we so often quote? That saying has been around for Google knows how long so here is the contradiction. If the future is in your child's hands,then to your parents the future must most definitely be in yours. So why didn't we create the 'future' as the saying speaks of?
'Surely with each generation our skills and technology improves?' Yes most definitely we agree with that. But two things. Each generation is improving their skills and technology by the same amount as the previous. There isn't anything different from the present,or the past. What we are saying is that without the previous generation's effort,the present will definitely not be able to move to where they are today. So each generation is not actually improving. It's just performing the same as the previous one.
And number two. The evolution of the Soul. Are we as creatures of emotion improving as time passes by? I would say no. Whoever you are now,it is made up of the influence of the World around you. And in this case the history of the World builds you up. But without our Ancestors,we wouldn't reach here.
So does that mean the saying 'Children are our future' is wrong? No. It is true. Just that the first word 'Children' must be emphasized. Of all the stages in a person's life there exists only one where their mind is most in tune with what I will now call 'Magic'. Pure beliefs in magic only happens when one is a child. And it is because of Magic the future is created. It can exist in many forms. A superhero,a protector of Earth and Humanity and ultimately the Messiah. But because of the anti-magic toxin which I call previous generation's Reality,they are burned out and defiled.
So I say. The future exists in people who can remain as CHILDREN no matter what happens.

Parting Note:All this is written in according to individual evolution. So if you argue by evolution as Humanity in a whole,you can disregard the whole post above.

Red Shift-A Kinetic Visual Novel by TEAM Extra

2010-12-14T09:31:00.001+08:00

Then tell me.
For what reason...
...would you risk your life?

'Then tell me. For what reason...would you risk your life?' is the question Kinetic Visual Novel:Red Shift asks you-the reader. Created by a team of really nice people,Red Shift is a short Visual Novel free to download and read. With it's size being around thirty megabytes,I wasn't expecting much but it turned out really well. BGM isn't aplenty but enough to keep it from being too repetitive. CGs are pretty well drawn as well.

Story wise,I would need to state this. Don't be expecting some love story even though the settings were perfect for one. This is a well written scenario that lead to the question as stated above. What happens after it is up to the readers to interpret. But otherwise,Red Shift is a good enjoyable read for a couple of hours for any fiction reader.

Lastly of course the link to it.

Woke up humming this tune~

2010-12-13T19:25:00.000+08:00

For those who think only their music is REAL Music,Try youtubing Umineko BGM(not OST).
A sure hit for those who still retains a child's belief in Magic and ears.
Any of them will do. I can think of a few to suggest first though. With lyrics,would be Decode and Birth of a New Witch. Without lyrics,I'll start with the Scary one's first. Mirage Coordinator,rahu goldenslaughterer. As for the opposite feel,mortal stampede,dreamenddischarger and Answer are good.
Till next update~ Wish you all try the Sound Novel itself. Never will anyone regret it. Title Umineko no Naku Koro Ni

PS:The tune I woke up humming was 生まれてきてくれてありがとう(Thank you for Being Born)
Link here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQxTxSrsLc4

Spoils of War:STGCC

2010-12-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

After being utterly regretful in AFAX,I finally took back a small victory in the STGCC!
Three Kara no Kyoukai er....Books/Graphic Novels?
Pocket watch from Pandora Heart <3 =)
Enjoyed the day and hope tomorrow's Ice skating will be better.

'FEAR'

2010-12-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

While 'I' haven't completed lost my imagination and phantasm,...or have I already lost them?
I believe that nothing is impossible. Or so I wish I do. So please. Even if you are gone,I will one day attain absolute purity and when that happens, please return to me.
All of you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry for betraying you who is me.
Don't ever leave me alone. Anyone. Or else I will....
Disappear.
~Kir-/Z#XHee~

I'm sorry...

2010-11-27T02:03:00.001+08:00

Today. Just around ten minutes ago I killed Alice. With my own hands,I crushed her fragile body."
She died for me. I'm sorry but I won't say good bye. I'll bring about a new body for Alice.
It is Alice yet not Alice. The same thing happened to Abyss. Now the only original one remaining of us three is me...Humans aren't the most fragile objects are they?...

2010-08-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

Alright. This is my first Pocky in a long time. Just took off it's virgin seal and am going to open it in a while.

5 minutes later~

Just like how they described it in Ga-Rei Zero, It's amazing...it's tasty. I just fell in love with Pocky and Yomi again <3

Re_birthday

2010-07-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

Erm to start this off,I would like to say thank you to a good friend who gave me hope yet again. Ahem okay that's enough.

Okay so I woke up around four in the morning from a combination of alarm ringing and the tempest outside my window. I was eighty-seven% asleep still so what I thought was happening is ridiculous. Well since I just read this yesterday so I guess it's to be expected. I actually thought Cirno was dueling with Aya Shameimaru outside and her ice shards kept pricking my legs>.> Yes it was just the rain.

Manga Title:Ane Doki!
Overall Rating:8 out of 10
Just finished it this morning. It's a neat piece of work. Really short so for those that can afford it,go search it up and read it. The romance plot is cliché and un-innovative but art is awesome. Nevertheless it touched me so I recommend it. Oh wait I forgot to mention. It's has ecchi which is annoyingly frequent so unless you can tolerate it,don't pick it up.

Alright even though I had alot of things to post about but this afternoon I just can't remember any so I suppose I'll get going now.

Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, the worlds virtual diva

2010-03-24T17:39:00.001+08:00

This is what I call revolution.

2010-02-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

Alright haven't done much these days so just posting this. Do tell if the first person point of view I write sounds too retarded.
This is a first draft so expect many mistakes in grammar etc.

Mirror Moon
Black Snow Miracle/Kuroi Yuki Kiseki
Chapter 1: The child of Alice
Knock knock knock.
Rapid knocking on the door of my room echos throughout my room,instantly pulling me out of my sleep.
“Room Service Sir!” A Female voice calls from outside my room. Streaks of light slid from below the curtains into my otherwise dark room. The female voice called out again. Awakened I turned and rolled off the bed,face meeting the cold hard ground. Sharp pain shot from my nose into my brain instantly wiping out all sleep from my body. I drag myself across the room clutching my nose and pull the door open for the server.
“Good morning sir. I have brought your breakfast.”The server greets me politely and I stepped aside as she pushes a cart carrying food into my room. Picking up a plate of scrambled eggs & ham, she placed it onto the table in my room along with a knife and fork. Saliva swims into my mouth as the fragrance of freshly fried eggs enters my nose. I look away from the dish and follow behind the server as she pushes the cart back out of my room.
"Have your breakfast quickly. We will be arriving at Neviora shortly.” She bows and move on to the other passengers. I shut the door and walk towards my breakfast. I pull back the curtains,letting the morning sun into the dark room. Neviora huh?...How many times has it been? I can't even remember the number of times I have been on a train journeying towards a new 'life' as they call it. Its just all a bunch irresponsible lies. I don't even know why those relatives of mine even decided to adopt me in the first place if they are so afraid of me and look so glad when another pair of relatives decided to adopt me. What. Are they playing musical chairs? Just trying to appear benevolent I believe... I pick up the utensils and proceeds onto devour my breakfast. Soon the first sighting of a building comes into sights from outside the windows and then the speakers attached onto the ceiling blared into life for the first time on this trip.
"Dear Passengers please listen. There is a teenage girl here found without a ticket. She claimed to have lost her train ticket when her luggage fell out of the window but that her family is on this train with her. So would the family members of Tohruyi Litness please make their way to the front now and confirm this. What. What's with that retarded sounding reason? Hmm...I guess I'll go have a look. I swing the door open and step onto the soft carpet floor underneath. Strange. I look around and find that no other doors are opening. Confuse I slide open the sliding door and enter the front carriage of the train.
"There he is! That person is my brother! Over Here!” A feminine voice shouts out. I look towards the direction the voice came from. What. Okay wait. Is that girl like...Pointing and waving at me? What the heck? At the other end of the carriage stands a pretty teenage girl with long beautiful brown hair smiling as if she knows me.

Based on UBW

2010-02-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

Priscillia NightScythe's Persona Phantasm Prayer

Daughter of NightScythe Version
'Void Avasta'
I am the will of my blood
Duty drives my body and Hope fuels my Soul
I have inherited over a thousand Sins
Never Halting...
Nor Ever Slowing
Have absorbed 'Void' to Overcome Sin
Yet this soul is forever cursed
So as I pray...
I invoke you,
The eternally Rozen chained Sealed 'Eden of Sinners-NightScythe'

Successor of Alice Version
'Void Avasta'
I am the Will of the Abyss/World
Duty drives my body and affection fuels my Soul
I have inherited all the evils of the World
Never Stopping
Nor Ever Slowing
I have became 'Void' to overcome every Evil
Yet there is no means/path which I can be saved
There is no other way,this is my/the destined/only path
My whole life is/was the World's End Garden 'Void Nightscythe-Unknown Scarlet'

Eden of Sinners

2009-09-08T11:20:00.000+08:00

Just a little something I wrote.

Eden of Sinners
This is the property of the Crimson Eye.

Prologue

The girl winced in pain as her back made contact with the concrete wall. A heavy force clamped down on her neck. Her hands immediately reached out to release the grip of the hands that were strangling her. Finding only her rapidly crushed neck,she opened her eyes to find herself thrown and held against the wall of a back alley with her legs suspended above the ground. In front of her stood a man with shoulder length black hair. He looked like he was in his thirties dressed in a black shirt with a coat over it holding out his palm towards her. From his palm extended the invisible 'hand' that was strangling her.
“Lord Asura requests for your capture. Please stop your futile struggles for I doubt he minds if you return dead.” The man said in a low voice while walking towards her.
Looking at the deserted street behind him,the girl reached into the right pocket of her school skirt.
“Ugh...Messed up on day one...Do me a favor...Tell that man,the next time we meet...will be the day he creases to exist.” The girl choked out while pulling out a red gemstone from her pocket.
Wary,the man stopped moving and increased the force to crush her throat.
Holding up her hand towards him,she sucked in a small breath and smiled.“ That is,of course if you're still alive after this.”
Finishing her sentence,she threw the gem at the man and screamed. “Elishura!!!”

2009-08-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ok so finally got rid of black-out inducing dizzy spells & fever after five days.
Now left with flu and sore throat + some dizziness to deal with.
Things with Reyin have finally been normal again.(ok maybe its way long ago and actually nothing really happened to be abnormal...Oh yeah thanks Alice again.)
So nothing really happened these days...Tried watching CANAAN though...
Its once again Type-Moon gayness with the character.(Mystic Eyes FTW!!!)
Now at the 6th book of Harry Potter.Really I can't believe I haven't read it until now...
Downloaded Kara no Kyoukai 5 and 6 but still haven't convinced myself that watching them isn't a unholy sin yet.

If anyone's gonna tag,Church or Sin?Just choose one.

See you in the faraway Eden Alice...

~Kiraka NightScythe

2009-08-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

Okay after complaining so long about having no friends,
I've realized again I had three friends who were true to me...
But I dropped them when I got into secondary school...
So this post is for them(and me)to show that I haven't forgotten you guys.
Thank you all for being with me for those years in primary school filling my days with fun and joy...
I don't remember your surnames but at least I still remember your names(forgive me please?)

Keng Hoe,the one with the punk personality on the outside but caring and kind in the inside...
Thank you for inviting us together for your birthday dinners during those years...Help me thank your mother for those fine cuisine she treated us to.

Ashley,the one who was friendly enough to become my friend during the most unexpected times.(If I remember its in some weird Chinese compo class right?Playing Liquid paper bombs and talking about Zombies.)Thank you for filling my days at school with fun and joy while we do stupid things together,played cards and talked about many things.Hope your skin problem have been cured=)All the best.

And last but not least Yong Yu,the one who lived and still lived six floors below my house who helped me with my homework and physical problems when I needed help.Thank you for helping me so many countless times on my homework and projects.Forward my thanks to your family who helped me with making and painting my giant ant figurine during secondary one for my art project.And thanks to your sister for teaching me maths when I couldn't cope.Your family was really interesting.I really enjoyed my time when I was with you guys.

So let me once thank all of you again for being there for me when I need it.There of course are many more things I remember but those memories should just stay where they belong shouldn't they?Our memories...

And if you are wondering about my situation in life and mentality,I'll just dedicate this song to myself.It kinda describes my situation...Ok here enjoy...

Aoi Hana by Color Bottle.

English Lyrics(To understand my plight of course):Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

We tried escaping from a harsh reality,
but did we expect everything from an existence that's like an illusion?

These emotions of mine pushing everything around, this discord that confuses me;
as I embrace all of these, I want to advance, advance!

On a cracked hill, under a rusty sky, we are like blue flowers, trying to live.
As we nestle together, we see transient dreams, but we don't want to wither away yet!

Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

Your hair fluttering and smelled gently,
warmly, lovely, flowing from your shoulder that's in the sun?

These hands of mine piling everything around, this smile on the absent me;
protect you, I want to always, always!

The limited future, in a flickering world, we are like blue flowers, trying to live.
As we cry together, with these petals, but we want to receive and stop each others tears!

Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

Hey, why were we born?
Hey, why did we meet?
I can't say why and I'm scared, so please
hold my hand tightly in return.

How stupid of me...

2009-08-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

Seriously...I can't believe I actually went into madness cause of something like that for even a moment...
Its just...Stupid...Hasn't it always been like this?Obviously it is and it still will be...
So yeah.I shouldn't be bother nor disturbed by this kind of sudden...hope/crash Incident...
Of course...Since from the start I should have known...Hope does not belong to me...Having hope will only lead to despair when it happens...

By: Kiraka NightScythe

Awakening of the Gigalomaniac

2009-08-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was weird.
Accompanied Reyin aka Black Serpent aka Satan back to his pandemonium...
Then just before I left for home,he received some instructions to tell him not go
to his grandma house.So he forcefully tracked me back to my house.Attempted juking him but
to no avail so i allowed the snake in.Then by some misunderstanding,I chased him out O.o...Then was like oh well...Sat back to my chair,this weird thingy in my chest I now named 'the consciousness' started burning like its trying to skewer me with a stake.So walking around like an idiot,I finally gave in to my new 'guilty consciousness' and called Reyin back.Decided to go have dinner so I went to bath.Dammed consciousness skewered me till I gone all sympathetic --...So I did what I doubt anyone actually does.I went out,prepared a small disorganized speech and apologized to Reyin for chasing him out,calling him names,judging his sins and trying to avoid him.I even thanked him for coming back when he was on the way to Alice's.Then I also apologized to Alice for weird stuff that I don't even understand...
I can't help but feel that way since yesterday...It keep getting more and more intense(the sympathy that is)the more I spend outside.It kinda slowed down after I made a prayer to God,Jesus and Lilith.And totally stop gaining ground after losing horribly in a DotA match Martin organized.So now I'm not becoming a mercifully being but still my true name is Sympathy.
Ok to cut everything short,my true nature changed to Sympathy.

Note:Either its because of my new habit of worshiping Lilith,or...Its my new habit and sport to restrain,refrain and abstain from the sin of Lust.

By: Kiraka NightScythe.

Finding the Blue.

2009-07-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ok so here's my virgin post.

Getting shown the sky by Reyin,I've experienced joy,company and friends.
But it wasn't to last for Reyin himself have many other friends.Some mentionable,some not.
Its a cruel thing to be shown the bright and warm sky then to be taken away from you entirely,instantly...

But then what else can one do other then accept it?This world is twisted and we all know it.
And so I'll not cry my complains to the will of the world but attempt to find the sky again.
A bright,warm,loving blue sky that belongs to me and me myself.
And so here I ask.Would you,become my friend?A friend that won't be afraid to tell others I am your friend?
I truly hope you will and so I'll end my post.
May Lilith's protection be with you...

By: Desire NightSky(or NightScythe if you can pronounce it.)